one of my best friends said this once

"i rather you hate me for everything i am then love me for something i am not" -Natalie (sorry if i spelled your name wrong)

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

sorry i haven't bloged for along time


August, 31, 2011


    i know i have not blogged in forever so sorry about that but no one really reads my blog so i kind of forget about it plus high school and everything else is preventing me from finding the time to type *sigh* i don’t know how long i will be able to keep this up i know high school shouldn’t keep me from blogging but it does i am really worried about high school because i don’t think I’m going to graduate because i can’t take gym class and my school wanting everyone to be track stars, football jocks, and cheer leaders and because of my knees that’s not happening anytime soon so in other words no gym no degree but i started thinking the other day all you need to pass high school is 30 or so creates four of those credits are from gym classes and you can only fail four classes so if i take a fail in ever gym class i just can’t fail any of my other classes witch as long as i keep my grades above a d- witch shouldn’t be to hard so in other words if my theory is right i should get a degree for high school i just might have a hard time finding a collage that will accept a high school gym class drop out and i already know what my dream jobs are i want to
a) Act
b) Write
c) Be a Vet 
d) Write songs 
g) Play guitar/drums in a country band


 
♬☮~S.C~☮♬

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

the last day of summer


Warning: you do not have to read this i am just reflecting on my 1st year of middle school to now

well as the title implies this is the last day of summer for me tomorrow is the first day of high school kind of for the next 3 day i am going to that high school where everything makes me feel so scared for orientation for the rest of this week but i will be brave a lot has changed since the last day of school all most 3 months ago witch to me might as well be a life time ago  i got taller and my personality its self changed just a bit some people say i am almost a completely different person i kind of have to agree with them when it was my very first day of middle school i was afraid of everyone and everything i didn’t really talk much and because i was in a wheel chair the school treated me like i was the plague or some sort of dumb person i was alone just me VS. the school i met a few friends a little bit later in the year but most of them treated me like (bleep) my grandpa died and i felt like my world ended i felt lost and hurt and i would cry myself to sleep almost every night and then my grades stared slipping but i made a lot of good friends along the way such as Natalie, Sami, Mel, Rosa, and a ton of other people that i have no clue how to spell their names so to avoid possible name spell fails i will not try 7th grade came and went in what felt like just a week or two then 8th grade came so fast it felt like only a few days the next thing i know i am in line to get my u-passed-6th-through-8th-grade-awared and then it was summer, summer when quicker than i expected i went on my first roller coaster, i hardly cry anymore, i face most my fears so i guess i am braver that i was and just different i don’t know what else has changed in my life maybe its i figured that high school will be a living (bleep) for me so i decided some point over the summer i need to face my fears so i guess i did i went on stage acting in front of 90 people and it turns out that i like acting even though it was hard to get use to and i was scared of roller coasters and now I’m not so on and so forth well whatever school has in store for me i am going to face it and not run away like i use to and i will be as brave as i can as nice as can be without crossing the border in to creepyvil and i will never give up and if some jerk tries to hurt me i will just shrug and walk away
i hope ever gose well
~S.C

Saturday, August 13, 2011

state fair


                                                                                                                     August, 13, 2011


I went to the state fair it was really cool.  I ate till I felt like I would pop.  I got a toe ring and I had 3 feathers put in my hair.  Rosa one of my best friends, my mom, my dad, and my younger cuz lee came with me.  When we got to the midway lee chickened out on more than half of the rides we went on Rosa was not as afraid and lee she nearly barfed on me it was a very fun i had a great time besides almost getting barfed on.
                                                                                                                ~S.C

Thursday, August 11, 2011

just one of those days


August, 8, 2011

 Today was just one of those days where everything and anything could and would go wrong dose. To start of this wonderful day when I got up to the lovely sound of my cell phone going off. My cell phone is really loud. Imagine if you will, being woken up out of a dead sleep by the sound of a bomb going off yes my ringtone is a bomb going off. I nearly have a heart attack. Fun right? I got up and answered my phone turns out it’s my dad and he asked "r u up yet?" so i said "I am now" so he said "oh sorry... talk to u later". I went to the Kitchen I tripped on one of the cats almost fell on my face. i looked at my calendar turns out i have art class today i love art class but i had no idea that i had it to day i had no clue i though it was Wednesday so i had to run around like a chicken with their head cut off trying to find all my art stuff i end up forgetting a ton of stuff me and my mom rush out of the house i see a random van with little tiny  black letters read FedEx so my new laptop got here a week early so i put the laptop on the kitchen table and go to art class so i get to art class late :( i feel really bad about getting to class late (sorry about that L)  art class was fun I learned a lot so after I get home I spent the rest of my night setting up my new computer it took 10 whole hours and I still have to change the wall paper and a ton of other stuff it said fast set up time but it took 10+ hours 

High lights: new computer and art class

Not high lights: setting up my laptop is taking forever, tripped on one of the cats, had a rude awakening (note: I am not a morning person), and so much more      
~S.C

Monday, August 8, 2011

blue sreen o' death

Monday, august, 8, 2011
i am 'borrowing' my younger cousin's computer because my laptop has the blue screen o' death and that would be why i have not blogged in a long time so sorry about that and guess what i am getting a new laptop sometime next week :) it was meant to be a x-mas but with the blue screen of death... right now my life is really boring so i really have no clue what the blog about so see ya bye 
~S.C