Warning: you do not have to read this i am just reflecting on my 1st year of middle school to now
well as the title implies this is the last day of summer for me tomorrow is the first day of high school kind of for the next 3 day i am going to that high school where everything makes me feel so scared for orientation for the rest of this week but i will be brave a lot has changed since the last day of school all most 3 months ago witch to me might as well be a life time ago i got taller and my personality its self changed just a bit some people say i am almost a completely different person i kind of have to agree with them when it was my very first day of middle school i was afraid of everyone and everything i didn’t really talk much and because i was in a wheel chair the school treated me like i was the plague or some sort of dumb person i was alone just me VS. the school i met a few friends a little bit later in the year but most of them treated me like (bleep) my grandpa died and i felt like my world ended i felt lost and hurt and i would cry myself to sleep almost every night and then my grades stared slipping but i made a lot of good friends along the way such as Natalie, Sami, Mel, Rosa, and a ton of other people that i have no clue how to spell their names so to avoid possible name spell fails i will not try 7th grade came and went in what felt like just a week or two then 8th grade came so fast it felt like only a few days the next thing i know i am in line to get my u-passed-6th-through-8th-grade-awared and then it was summer, summer when quicker than i expected i went on my first roller coaster, i hardly cry anymore, i face most my fears so i guess i am braver that i was and just different i don’t know what else has changed in my life maybe its i figured that high school will be a living (bleep) for me so i decided some point over the summer i need to face my fears so i guess i did i went on stage acting in front of 90 people and it turns out that i like acting even though it was hard to get use to and i was scared of roller coasters and now I’m not so on and so forth well whatever school has in store for me i am going to face it and not run away like i use to and i will be as brave as i can as nice as can be without crossing the border in to creepyvil and i will never give up and if some jerk tries to hurt me i will just shrug and walk away
i hope ever gose well
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